All those little special things
you used to say to me
vanish in the haze of what
we weren't supposed to be.
Can't believe I'm saying this
but is this what it means
to suffocate?

Falling down this slip'ry slope of
emotions gone wrong.
You pass the time just getting by
lis'ning to my songs.
You know you're always telling me
every moment that I'm wrong.
Is it too late?


CHORUS:  Pray to God that I make it
through this time of self-hatred.
All that I ever wanted
was to have a love.

It's deeper than the oceans.
Nothing can ever break it.
But now I find that you
may not be what you seem.


You decide to make your move
and put your hands on me.
So scared and frightened of
this new person that I see.
I try to tell myself it's just
a bad day for me.
Are you coming home?

They all have accusing eyes and
want me to explain.
How can love become so
intertwined with the pain?
Managing the best I can,
hoping it's not in vain
to keep this love.

Chorus

But now I find that you
may not be what you seem.
But now I find that you
may not be what you seem.