My partner and I are getting ready to hit our 3rd anniversary next week. It's a miracle that I found a relationship that could last this long; it used to be I had a hard time making a relationship last a year. :S But Al is such a sweetie and I can't imagine life without her. <3

From time to time I figure I'll just bop on DA and seek out some stuffs that seem interesting... but maybe I shouldn't have the expectation of keeping each and every journal/blog I have online up-to-date, yet I feel guilty when I don't. LOL Yeah, I know. I'm a messed up nutcase. And I rilly dun't care!!!
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I would like to know who the fuck uploaded a "I herd u liek mudkips" avatar on my account. Fuck you whoever you are. May you get a case of poison ivy at your netherparts and itch until they fall out of your asshole.

Dumbasses!


Oh, and it IS April 1 BTW! LOL

From the back of Information Society's InSoc EP:

"In an age of video wallpaper and aural anesthesia, music has become a prostitute. No longer is it a gift from the gods; it has become a pacifier, a tranquilizer, and a tool. A tool to protect us from loneliness, to entice us to buy, and to keep us from seeing how bad things have really become. At one time, music was a vital experience. It was physical, emotional, almost religious. But today music is just one more device used by the Sun King called civilization to control itself."

Too true, Mr. Robb, too true.

So I suppose having started up my dA account, I should write something here, huh? LOL

The basics about me are that I'm chronologically 33, but act about 17 most times. I identify as queer (instead of straight/lesbian/bisexual) because I think that labels in general are too constricting and there's enough leeway with it that I don't feel as constricted. I've been in an LTR for almost 3 years as of this writing and we show no signs of stopping. ^_^

Insofar as creativity, I mostly produce/sing/songwrite/remix music, but I also have a penchant to write short poems and play around with Photoshop sometimes. So when it turned out that a few friends of mine were on here, I decided what the hell, yanno?

My life has been full of conflicts, some of which you can tell from my writings. The largest one has been dealing with transsexuality - being born in the body diametrically opposed to one's true gender. It's been 7 years now and looking back it was probably the best thing I could have done for myself. ^_^ I don't talk a lot of specifics about it, but for those that have also gone through or are going through it, you might be able to read a bit more into my work.

When I came out about the above, most of my family and friends either disowned me or distanced themselves from me. It has made me quite distrustful of people in general, and yet I still try to make new friends and meet new people. It's frightening for me to do sometimes, but you can't let someone's asshattery have a debilitating effect on your life. To give in to it would be lunacy.

In any case, there's a good summary of me and some history behind why it is that i do what I do.

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